"we were camping on a beach in corfu, not in a campsite, just kind of in the wild. Sat next to the fire as darkness fell and the moon rose, I remember we were listening to the radio. There was a live broadcast of the first ever moon landing and I will never ever forget it because I was watching a cicada molting, shedding its skin. We were completely fascinated by what was in front of our eyes and abandoned the radio to watch this beautiful creature emerge, whilst 'Man' took his first steps on the moon. It was one of the most amazing moments of my life..."
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Friday, 8 October 2010
family story
"we were camping on a beach in corfu, not in a campsite, just kind of in the wild. Sat next to the fire as darkness fell and the moon rose, I remember we were listening to the radio. There was a live broadcast of the first ever moon landing and I will never ever forget it because I was watching a cicada molting, shedding its skin. We were completely fascinated by what was in front of our eyes and abandoned the radio to watch this beautiful creature emerge, whilst 'Man' took his first steps on the moon. It was one of the most amazing moments of my life..."
Thursday, 7 October 2010
Digital Shadows
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Facebook - a digital tomb?
"look! this is me!" we shout.
"Look at me having fun! Look how popular I am!
Look how cute i was when i was little! These are my friends and family. This is what i do for a job but this here is what I love doing outside of work...
these are the things that define me...music, likes, films, tv, books, quotations....check out how amusing i am as i comment on your status update" and so it goes on...
what exactly are we doing here (and why is it so irresistably addicitve?) are questions for another blog but for now i'm thinking about living memory boxes within FB, and the digital shadows these leave when profiles become inactive.
For those of us who have lost friends or family in the last few years there may be a digital trace of them on FB; A profile unaccessible because they do not exist anymore except in the virtual world. They can no longer log in to update their profile and their page becomes stuck in time...the last post evidence of when communication stopped. dead.
Their FB profile is no longer a playground but becomes a memory box - a pharoahs tomb that contains their identity, their history, their stories (their soul?)
A digital trace much like a pyramid full of treasure that is sealed off to the outside world and the passing of time, and left to gather dust, buried under layers of new civilisations.
How long does it take before inactive profiles just disappear? Formatted to make room for new people? I'd love to find out! Or are we kept on the marketing database, even after 'death' as evidence of a particular consumer trend?
Is there really no value in the narratives of people that are no longer active consumers? In the world of Facebook if we are no longer commercially viable how long is it until we ceased to exist at all?
And if we do part with some sense of soul when we share so much of our lives and images with our chosen few (or many) FB friends, should the digital trace we leave after our FB death be valued as a social document that charts the narratives of a particular person in a particular time and place? and be left open for comment? or should it be sealed up like a sarcophagus and left to gather dust and legend...?
Monday, 4 October 2010
traces of being
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Have been thinking about the scars, traces, evidence, fossils, layers of memory and identity, and proof of our existence, that we leave for future generations to find and it's bugging me that my children will not necessarily find a box full of tatty photos to scan through once i'm dead and gone; instead they will be handed a bunch of external hard-drives that might not even work.
When my dad light-heartedly appointed me the family archivist he could not have anticipated quite how significant his words were. He handed me his 8mm projector, a whole bag of cine films, and his beautiful standard 8 film camera because he understood the value of these items, as well as the nature of digitisation of the image. For him DVD's, JPEGS and digital storage are easy and convenient, as well as instantly accessible. He wants instant access to the images of his life and family that he and my mum can enjoy with a wee tipple, without the aggravation of setting up a screen and projector. However, he also understands that the nature of digitisation renders the original obsolete...we make copies of copies of copies. Digitisation may have democratised image making but this in turn has decreased the value of the image.
He spoke to me about buying his first film camera and his Voigtlander SLR in terms of feeling excited about being a craftsman, and the satisfaction of having to learn how to use them "like being part of an elite few" who could do this. Surely he shared this feeling of mastering new image making technology with the thousands of other people who bought the latest film technology to make home movies and family albums, but it still made him feel life an expert. He then set about making films, recording holidays and family events, splicing these together by hand and adding animated end sequences, and film titles and credits. To view these films required the effort of setting up the projector and rearranging the furniture to accommodate the family in the viewing of them. It was an event that didn't happen too often but was met with excitement! We would gasp at seeing our much younger selves on screen, coo over babies, remark on the absence of favorite family members and pets, and squabble over whose remembered version of events was the correct one! The viewing and collective remembering of these home movies was an event. With the advent of digital photography, huge hard drives, immediate access to visual imagery and online photo albums, such as we create in FB, we can flick through photographs and films instantly but there are no originals to hold in our hands! We have lost the notion of touching imagery, and the scars we make are virtual - digital traces that bounce around cyberspace along with ten tonnes of meaningless infobytes, or that survive in the form of digital code on a soon-to-be-obsolete computer hard drive.
So where does this leave the notion of traces of history - filmic references to the real life narratives and experiences of real people. How will future generations understand how we lived if there are no actual home movies, family albums, indexical images, fossil records and pictorial relics to mine familial narratives from?...The films my dad gave me, the ones i can hold in my hands are not only a visual record of activity and community but are the actual evidence that these things took place - those films were in the camera on the day of the shoot, and are looping their way through the projector every time the films are watched, slowly degrading every time.
The social archeologists of future generations will need to dig through the layers of digital cyber shadows and information space junk, currently drowning out our individuality in a constant stream of self conscious posturing in the homogenous networking zones that are Facebook and Twitter, in order to find these self same references to identity and family life, if they are still there!
Friday, 1 October 2010
Evidence
I knew it was only a matter of time before I would have to do this...write a blog. There are too many inspiring ideas and fractured stories that need recording in more than just my head! This way I will have evidence that I have at least been thinking about research if still far too busy with day to day mundanities to actually do anything with all these potentially amazing ideas. More to follow...
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